::I'm down..::

In reality, I'm slowly losing my mind. 

Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside. 

Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly. 

Cause I don’t want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering. 

So I wear my disguise till I go home at night and turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry..Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. 

Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head.

Maybe I am crazy but laughing makes the pain pass by..

God,please make me strong to face all dis kind of feelings!